One clear morning - seldom I can afford to appreciate it. When I can do so, maybe it is an indication that my life is going fine. Well, maybe my life is usually going fine, but not often I can afford to realize that. Once I chose to take the narrower entrance, it has been quite challenging til nowadays. However, as said in the Christian testaments, the goal of the narrower path is promised more joy and God's mercy than of the wider path. Somehow, finally I am realizing the truth. Nothing is worthless in your life. Well, in fact, you might make some of your life worthless by yourself. Meanwhile, whatever mistake or trouble you happened to be involved or make, it is totally up to you whether you make the mistake worthwhile to your life by making efforts to do so. Depending on how you live your future, from now on, you can resolve your mistakes meaningful to your life. Instead of regretting your mistakes at the bed of farewelling to this world, you should make an effort to overcome your mistakes rather than frestrating and giving up on them. I thought I would never ever reach to the goal of this narrow path. However, quite unexpectedly, my life has started rolling in my ideal way these days. More than anybody, I do thank to myself wholeheartedly, and I wan to tell myself "congratulations." "Never give up." Someone said that. I believe this is such an important clue of how to live your life in coolest way. Of course, it is easier to be said than to be done. In fact, it is really really hard to literaly practice this words. I did hurt my health, and I lost many other things which I cannot regain however hard I try in the future. Nevertheless, I do not regret my life at all. Yes, I lost a lot. At the same time, I gained lots of priceless things. Now some people appeared to be impressed by my personality and future goals. Thanks the god? Well, it could not be achieved only by the help from the god. Because I have never given up my goal and music, the time finally come to me to step one forward to achieve my dream. I thank myself more than anybody now.
by Alfred_61
| 2007-03-11 13:22
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